The process of deleting ego
self intro: at this point of my life, my hobby is to talk to stranger, currently being a nomad in russia
immaturity that everyone has
i interacted with several strangers today, but there are some people who ignore me when i say
“may i ask you a question” ( in russian )
“do you speak english” ( in english)
“hi” ( in russian)
i have experienced this soooooo many times already, not only approaching strangers, but my brother, mom, classmates also ignored me pretty often.
you could watch this video to see how people ignore me,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o58B--tOWLM&t=240s
but today something went wrong, my ego was too much today:((
when two girls ignored me when i say hi to them i talked back to them
“thank you for ignoring me” ( with pissed and sad attitude)
when 1 old man ignored me and walked away and spoke it out
“this is how russian people treat people?”
execute concept is a long term process
i am pretty sure that i am in a great progress of deleting my ego, but clearly these examples today prove that i am far away from the superb “ 1 percent of ego”,
deleting ego, for me ,is definitely the key to success, and broadly speaking the purpose of life/humanity. it’s also the same as being as objective as possible. by being more objective and delete my own ego, i could expand my perspective from only me and my past experience to including the perspective from environment i have in the present.
it’s hard for me right now is because during my entire childhood, immense ego had always been the things i carry on.
fuck it, im gonna remind me myself more often by saying
“we are partners, we all belongs to the same consciousness”
